27 April 2023

Joy In Repetition...Have You Heard? There's Joy In Repetition...

by C. S. Sherin
April 27th 2023


    There is a song by Prince that always takes hold of me. It is brilliant, entrancing, and it became a part of me, in a way, when I was much younger and would listen to it over and over. Adding repetition to the repetition. Ha ha. JOY!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RdQqxHW5F5c

Prince was so incredibly talented. And this song's grooves, words, sounds...are incredible. I can't help but eventually sway and move to the sounds.

 "Holding someone is believing that there's joy in repetition...." 

"Joy in repetition....there's joy in repetition...joy in repetition..." 

"love me, love me, love me, love me....joy...joy...joy...joy..."

Prince's guitar cries, sings, rises, shines, thrills.....

JOY. in repetition.

     So...I think of that song from time to time. It stays with me, because...truth.

    I think of how enjoyable it was, in my theater days...to go over lines over and over and over again. I think of how enjoyable it is to watch the most epic and beloved shows or movies again and again, or to read the most epic and beloved books again, again. I think of how enjoyable it is to pick up a blank page or canvas over and over again. I know how delightful it is to carry out a repeating pattern in drawing or painting through to conclusion. I see how nature holds so much repetition that is absolutely stunning. I think of how we like to remember and tell beloved memories/experiences over and over again with those close to us. ...Of how many times we must repeat sounds and words to learn new languages. And how empowering that can be.

    In picking up my art this week, I decided that this concept, this truth, this awareness...is good fuel for making art right now. So, I started with the idea of little Japanese desserts, and how artfully they are created and presented. How whimsical shapes and designs are presented within geometric symmetry. 

    From there I thought, "What are some things that I will never tire of repeating? What are some shapes, designs, feelings that I can express in drawing that produce somewhat unlimited joy and interest?" I thought of many things. Mostly connected to nature or feelings in nature, but something more than that too.

    And I mean, I was looking for an obsessively enjoyable energy for something, which creates joy simply by focusing on it (and repeating it). I set on tapping into that obsession-type energy, to channel it in a healthy way, through art.

    Social media, news, and the like try to draw on that natural obsessive type energy from us, you know.  Our curiosity, our engagement, our desire to explore and be stimulated. 

    And, I'm saying...I am mindfully choosing to tap into this energy for my own good. It's a turning away from the constant draining invitations to scroll and tune in, and all that goes with that.

    So, that's what's happening. I dove into that process this week. 

    You know, not all art a person makes is to be sold. A lot of art made is a study, a process...and is personal for a while. Doing a study of something can mean exploration too. And maybe it becomes something to be sold, but that's not at all the intention or focus of the study. It's to explore the concept, the inspiration, and get to know what it is for one's self. So, that's where to start. 

    Also, it's important to note that there is no requirement to start with joy. Or to stay in joy. Any and all emotions, thoughts, may and do pass through one's being in the process. 

    Sometimes, big volumes of anger or frustration may be involved, for whatever reason. But, because the subject is innately enthralling...all of it is channeled productively. Ah. Joy in repetition. A vehicle for real movement. 

    Prince's song has always sparked something bigger in me. And so, tapping into the genius that gifted him, that's inspiring to me...well, that's a sustainable fuel! 

    And, each time I sit down to do my art, I find that my little genius, muse, in the form of a cat, is always sure to be present and watching. And when I'm not working on the pieces, he is often guarding them. 💟 And that is such a beautiful loving action he takes. He knows I see that.

My kitty muse, excited that another blank page will be drawn on! 



C. S. Sherin joy in repetition drawing, "blooming." With muse.
April 2023

C. S. Sherin joy in repetition drawing, "desserts."
April 2023

C. S. Sherin joy in repetition, 3 drawings so far, the latest in process and unnamed;
with muse tail visible. April 27, 2023

    I feel certain that the joy in repetition...will continue! 

     


14 October 2022

The Term "Consumer" Usurps Citizens And May Perpetuate Senseless Harm And Dysfunction

 

Photo by  Mabi2000

C.S. Sherin
14 October 2022, updated March 2023 (original from 2017 on Wordpress)

 


W
ithout
hesitation, most businesses refer to their fellow humans as consumers rather than customers, clients, patrons or benefactors.

From the time most of us are born we are subtly programmed and conditioned to see consumerism as positive or necessary. The label or title is taken for granted as fact and normal...a way of life.

Consumer has become THE word to refer to human beings in general in the news, in government, and in business. The label is also used in scientific studies, statistics, and in many other sectors. Some businesses are even legally bound to use the term, through their contractual terms.

Let's take a closer look at this curious development by exploring the origins of this seemingly fixed title for us humans, as well as some possibly better alternatives:


The word "consumer" was first used in an economic sense in 1745. It was meant as "one who uses up goods or articles," and is the opposite of "producer." The earliest meaning of consumer is from the early 15th century and meant, "one who squanders or wastes."

There we go, that original meaning is our subliminal charge. We have been fulfilling that meaning for decades to very undesirable ends, which include disastrous effects upon health and the environment.

The widespread title for humans, CONSUMER, is a heavy, pretty unhealthy, unbalanced, and dehumanizing title. Yet, some will say, it is accurate. We do consume and waste. But, do we want that to be all encompassing, and an all-encompassing title? Do we want to perpetuate this, and continue on blindly or somewhat blindly accepting it? 

Words define us. Words carry meaning.

The word "consumer-ism" began in 1960, and meant: "encouraging consumption as an economic policy." 

Wow. There it is. It isn't even just business perspective, it is a policy! Talk about systemic corruption.  Here's a building block of it. Look no further than the etymology. By the 1960s there was a forceful push to create a system centered upon making money from endless use and waste of everything.




Interesting to note, the word "materialism" emerged around 1851, a little over 100 years after the meaning for consumer first emerged, and a little less than 100 years before consumer-ism emerged. Materialism was defined around 1851 as:

"a way of life based entirely on consumer goods."

The term "consumer goods" developed a little later, though, in 1890. So, in context the description would be more accurate as: "a way of life, centered on acquiring purchased goods and displaying/wearing them as a sign of status and power."

So, what are the subliminal and concrete consequences of continually calling our fellow human beings consumer? 

What are the conscious consequences of accepting that label, without question? 

This is something to closely consider, to be sure.


What are some alternatives to this sticky, tricky label and title, consumer? Let's take a look:

Customer emerged as a word from Latin in the 1540s and meant "a person to deal with." The Latin form of customer goes back to these meanings: "habit, usage, way."


Just for fun:  The word "haunt" comes from 1300s Middle English, and means "a place frequented often," "a custom, a habit." It didn't come to mean something a ghost may do until 1843. So, a customer could be said to haunt their favorite store or shop! As in, "That corner shop is an old haunt of mine. I love it!"

Purchaser comes from the old French chacier which means "run after, hunt, chase." This seems a dead-end title today, but still worth noting.

Buyer is from the old and middle English word "buy" which means to "accept as true." This word was first recorded in 1926. As in, what are we "buying into?"

Client is from the latin clientem, cliens and means "follower, retainer." In English client originally emerged to mean a lawyer's customer. By 1600 it was extended to mean any customer. It is interesting to note that the definition of client is "follower." This is especially poignant in light of social media's penchant for followers.

Benefactor is someone who supports someone else financially, usually with the aim to support a creatively gifted person, creative project, or charity of some sort. The word can be translated as "honorable actions" or "to do good." While this isn't always the definition of a customer (which is more neutral), it is a quality title to keep in mind.

Patron comes from the medieval Latin word patronus. Harry Potter fans, how can this not be your favorite? Patronus means: "defender, protector, advocate." It comes from pater meaning: "one who advances the cause from their own wealth and power." Much like a benefactor, a patron is someone who invests in something they like by supporting that work regularly.

The commercial sense of the word patron refers to a regular business customer, and was first recorded around 1600. The term patronage emerged around 1804.

Nowadays, the term patron is used most often to refer to someone who supports the Fine Arts. And, with the social media platform of the same name, the word keeps its meaning, and also broadens it to include anyone sharing exclusive content as a reward for patrons who keep on financially supporting the cause, work, or creativity. 


So, looking at the terms we use and have used, which do you prefer or like the most? And why? 

All I know is, I need, want, and have to reject the title of consumer. We are humans first, with a birthright of being citizens as well. Let's briefly look a little more closely at the effectiveness (or not) of some alternative titles:


Patron: puts the power back into the hands of the person who is discerning and consciously choosing to buy or invest money for things/people/businesses they love and want to support. Not only is the patron respected, they are seen as one who is consistently supporting the business. This is a relationship of respect that acknowledges the patron's investment, support, and energy.  

Client is a term for someone who is engaged with a business in a professional, legal, and/or perhaps in a service or healthcare related way. It probably wouldn't be an accurate term for all businesses, but it is a decent and respectful one for certain kinds. The origin of the word refers to the obligation by the client to pay ahead of time in order to secure a service (like a retainer for a lawyer's service). This is upfront and no-nonsense.

Customer has become a neutral word for any kind of person paying for any kind of business. It is general and doesn't carry the undertones that consumer does. The origin of this word points to a person who consistently shops at a certain business as well as the business owner's dealings with those who frequent their place. It is mutual and neutral.  

In fact, consumer is the only title that has significant underlying meanings which are more negative than not.

From one perspective there is truth to the title of consumer. Yes, our culture has been and is locked into a pretty toxic relationship with capitalism, fast foods, big business, and corporations, who insist on selling and producing in an incredibly wasteful and toxic way. Our generally relentless and harmful "throw-away" mentality is looped into that. And that mentality is ingrained in so many people's way of life, unconsciously or taken for granted. In reality, consumer and its "ism" remains stagnant and unhelpful to our present or future. 

Would we be in the situation we are in now in regards to health, environment, and the like if "we" had never made consuming an economic policy and legally binding title for us humans?

The charge of consumer is an antithesis to an eco-friendly, sustainable way of life. A sustainable lifestyle and business model is rooted in ethical and conscious choices that constantly strive to eliminate destructive, wasteful, and cruel choices/products/practices in both the short and long term. True sustainability is holistic and in harmony with and informed by ecosystems, nature, and health. Consumers waste and squander. Customers have choices and standards. Consumers consume mindlessly, while dependent on sources that are unethical, cruel, toxic, and unwilling to change or take responsibility.

Yes, the masses (collective actions and habits of humans over the decades) have eagerly used what is disposable, fast, and cheap the most. Not only that, producers and manufacturers make items of low quality that don't last (single use plastics, cheap clothing, cheap home goods, electronics, etc.), which require regular replacement, and waste on end without a thought or seeming care to overall consequences...long-term or short-term. Even now, after many decades of those companies knowing the dire situation we (would be in) are in environmentally, they chose/choose to increase the production of single use plastics. That is only one example of how corporate ways actively work against life, health, sense, and hope.

Yes, you got that right. In the face of the climate emergency, fossil fuel companies and other mega-corporations are increasing their production of plastics. Plastics that never fully break down. Plastics that attract and meld with toxic "forever chemicals." Plastics that have worked their way to the deepest parts of the ocean, the bellies of other life forms on earth, and into our bloodstreams.

Even if the general population of customers choose to live differently, (many have, and many more want to) they will find it near to impossible to escape the general choices for products (how they are manufactured, packaged, ingredients, and how much). The major change that needs to happen is being almost totally blocked by mega-corporations and other special interests.

The title of consumer, which they (corporations et al.) have placed upon us, is a strangle-hold that they insist upon; sealed with their own destructive practices and policies. The average person cannot address or change these problems at the individual level. 

It is worthwhile noting, factory farm terminology is corporate terminology. Cows, pigs, chickens, turkeys, goats, lambs, fish, and other sea creatures aren't raised and cared for. No. They are "stock" that is "grown" and "harvested." It is certainly appropriate to grow and harvest plants. That terminology is appropriate for crops of plants. With plants, though living, it doesn't imply a deathly dark, caged, crowded, filthy, pained life, and horrific death; such as those words imply when used for mobile living creatures who are meant to roam freely in health and well being. That terminology is chosen for a reason, for living beings who are meant to move about in families.

It is important to realize that the words organizations choose as their official and legally-binding terminology, reveals much. Those official words indicate clearly the underlying motives, values, and practices at work.

Much like the language of factory farms, which disenfranchises living beings from their status of being a living being, the label and legal title of consumer disenfranchises all of us.

Here are some resources that explain and highlight the responsibility and willful destruction of health and ecosystems by mega-corporations of our time:

https://e360.yale.edu/features/the-plastics-pipeline-a-surge-of-new-production-is-on-the-way

https://www.bbc.com/future/article/20220504-why-the-wrong-people-are-blamed-for-climate-change

https://www.minderoo.org/plastic-waste-makers-index/news/revealed-businesses-and-banks-behind-global-plastic-waste-crisis/

https://www.clientearth.org/latest/latest-updates/stories/fossil-fuels-and-climate-change-the-facts/

https://www.science.org/content/article/just-90-companies-are-blame-most-climate-change-carbon-accountant-says

https://harvardpolitics.com/climate-change-responsibility/

 

More and more, people are becoming conscious of the major "truth and consequences" of this consumer mentality as a way of life, which was put upon us long ago. Was it planned out? It seems like it could have been, in some ways at least. We know that the fossil fuel industries knew about the toxic and catastrophic effects of their trade and plastics many decades ago... They were well aware. And remain so.

The more rich a person becomes, the more their lifestyle becomes unsustainable and harmful to health and the environment. And, the less money a person has, the less freedom they have to make sustainable, healthy choices.

All the more reason, we no longer live our lives by blindly accepting this carefully crafted and chosen title, "consumer." Even if we don't have the power to immediately stop the destructive policies and actions of the mega players; we still can no longer make the same choices we once did.

Unfortunately, the pandemic and subsequent economic and social problems have made this more difficult. And, the opiate that is consumerism creates and perpetuates a dangerous level of apathy and/or an illusory path of escapism that is grasped tightly by those who are beyond stressed, grieving, overwhelmed, and desperate.

And now, with the way inflation (housing, food, education, medical, and childcare costs) is hitting so high and hard...things become more and more unjust in the most basic of ways. With minimum wages being so heinously low and behind the times (with inflation it should now be between $25-$35), the apathy and opiates of our passing era are fading fast! But, too many dangerous dysfunctions and manufactured divisions distract and maim us too. Think gun control, women's rights, discrimination and hate. All the while, the earth is and will shift and change in response to the destructions of imbalance and loss put upon it.

The good news is, the majority of people want things to change for the better. But high up leaders, politicians, and mega-powers behind the scenes are funding anything but.

https://www.pewresearch.org/science/2020/06/23/two-thirds-of-americans-think-government-should-do-more-on-climate/

https://www.pewresearch.org/global/2021/09/14/in-response-to-climate-change-citizens-in-advanced-economies-are-willing-to-alter-how-they-live-and-work/


Deep in the bowels of corporations, where people are Consumers with a capital C, everything is based on and fueled by reckless (and heavy debt-based) spending, reckless production, reckless development, irresponsible accidents, and greedy, senseless strategies. 

Still, they depend upon all of us to consume, waste and depend on convenience at every turn. They do depend on us too.

Things CAN be done sustainably, so quickly and well, right now! But, it is blocked by these powers of evident ill-will towards earth, life, and health. And they pay politicians, scientists, media, and producers handsomely to maintain their status quo.  

Solar, geothermal, wind, water, and other environmental approaches are already developed and capable. Included in this, is the new nano-building technology, which is absolutely inspiring. Yet, still, profit, domination, control, greed, and power remain on top...with no desire to relinquish their control or wealth. They are seemingly unwilling to invest in new ways. For now.

Recycling is deceiving as well. So, people derive false comfort, even false pride, from their recycling practices, thinking that is enough. Yet, still, the responsibility isn't only ours. The responsibility lies heavily in the laps of those in power of sourcing, manufacturing, etc.

https://www.theatlantic.com/ideas/archive/2022/05/single-use-plastic-chemical-recycling-disposal/661141/

 

Disposable everything, fast and cheap gratification, and the newest, best (insert item here, e.g. phone, computer, clothes...) to replace last year's is the hook that has stuck for generations. It is a psychological impulse we have that advertisers use. 

Because there has been so many kinds of economic disparities; disposable and plastic is cheaper and makes a better general lifestyle accessible to billions. It's been a very convenient, short-sighted solution that is actually now a toxic trap.  


 

For many generations of peoples of all walks of life, advertising in general, has sought to subtly program and condition us, from birth and onward, to believe that we are missing something; that we are not good enough, and that it is glamorous or innocently "fun" to get hooked on or need whatever "they" are selling. 

Likewise, our news and social media has now spun that artfully deceptive manipulation into a divisive "them vs. us" on hot button issues, which keeps people divided, and prevents large-scale agreement on common problems that need to be addressed.

The advertising, since long ago, plays off the psychology of us; the vulnerable, unconscious ego (and other hidden parts of our psyche) in each of us, that has a constant, changing need for satisfaction, importance, recognition, belonging, status, and achievement that will never, ever be satisfied for long.

Advertisers know the psychology of the human psyche, and the hidden ways our unconscious minds work in interaction with messaging, images, and even body language and symbols. They know how to subliminally manipulate human weak spots with nefarious, greedy, irresponsible motives. They know that words, names, labels, and titles matter.

It seems that many businesses and especially mega-corporation monopolies of the world, for their own interests, want this disastrous madness to continue indefinitely. They don't care if the planet is poisoned and suffocated in waste and toxic pollution of forever chemicals and plastics, nor do they seem to care that rare and precious species and ecosystems of all kinds are decimated by their practices. Or that communities suffer in countless ways due to all of this.

They cover many strongholds like: pharmaceuticals, GMO seeds and factory farmed agriculture, gene editing, fossil fuels and plastics, and pesticides (look at the mergers of DuPont-Dow, Bayer-Monsanto, and ChemChina-Syngenta, for example). And those mega strongholds are huge umbrellas that cover many smaller corporations that break down into many other major sectors of commerce around the world. 

In addition, we now have billionaires and corporate monopolies in the US in the fields of technology, artificial intelligence (AI), social media, and in the fields of grocery, healthcare, and hospitals/healthcare as well.

https://www.dw.com/en/agriculture-seeds-seed-laws-agribusinesses-climate-change-food-security-seed-sovereignty-bayer/a-57118595

https://www.investorschronicle.co.uk/news/2022/01/20/america-s-monopoly-problem/

 

This title, consumer, subconsciously and consciously encourages (per original definition) perpetual reckless spending and wasting. It designates us as a mere function that contributes to a most destructive profit. 

We human beings are being told who we are to be in life, at the behest of leaders, systems, and business moguls who seem to have no conscience or ability to take responsibility for their actions, collective health, life, the planet, the present, or the future. Why would we continue to accept that?

I did a Google search about the word "consumer" (in 2017), and I could only find business pages talking about consumers. I could not find any articles talking about the use of this word as an ethical and moral issue anywhere! The only thing I found was the spot-on graffiti image at the start of this article. That was startling to me. 

In October of 2022, I did the same search and came up with this (How Stuff Works, Patrick J. Kiger, "When, and Why, Did America Start Calling Its Citizens 'Consumers'"). 

Indeed, why is the government calling us consumers instead of citizens?

The fact is, the words we use matter. They subconsciously and consciously shape our concept (and other people's concept) of who we are and what we do, and what we are free to do, or not. The titles others give us defines who we are to them. 

This title we have been instructed to carry like good little children is a travesty. 

This title ignores our connection to each other and all of life. It treats life as stuff, to be used and tossed. And when environmental disasters, climate change, and inhumane treatment of animals is revealed, the responsibility is passed off onto us too. All the while they obscure the title consumer with fun packaging and the allure of the new.

An interesting thing to note: "consumption" used to be the word for TB (tuberculosis). People died from consumption. It was feared! When the word came up there was a palpable dread, kin to what we, of our era, experience with cancer.

This is the cruel, objectifying, and lopsided power-over relationship between big money/power entities and the general population. This started before the industrial age. But, the industrial age was the steel and black smoke fire that sped us to this devolution. And it was also fueled by discrimination, classism, and hate disguised as proper society.

It is a human-made world, not at all in harmony with the nature and earth family we are all connected to. And it was willfully forced forward by the few, not by the majority. It seems that most of the people with the most power work so hard against health and wellness for all life at large. Why?? I am sincerely asking. It is extremely insane and runs contrary to instincts and common sense. 

They (human beings) produce recklessly, we (human beings) consume copiously. Our consumption drives their (mega-monopolies/corporate/special interests) profit. They tell us what to consume; and to increase our consumption, regardless of our class, debt, ability, or mental or physical health. They advertise to entice and hook all people of every age, class, and status. 

They plan and strategize about what consumers want to consume more of, and how they can get all of their products consumed in the cheapest way, at the fastest rate, without care to: the serious effects it has on health, communities, remaining habitats and species, world-wide Indigenous values and needs, life, resources, or anything else. 

They then blame us for being wasteful, polluting and unsustainable. They tell us what we need to do to change our ways. All the while they increase their destructive methods. All the while, increasing their unhealthy practices, and pretending to be more sustainable with imaginary carbon credits and other greenwashing. It is a toxic, abusive relationship, to be sure. They are gaslighting us, hard-core. 

Unfortunately, our government is fully buying into and participating in calling us consumers instead of citizens! This is also a huge problem that needs a complete rehaul! Yikes! 

There is a need to become conscious of what we are allowing others to address us as...in daily life, in contracts, in government, and in media. Likewise, we do best being mindful of what we are choosing, and what we need to do differently.

In this article I focused on a title that has defined and bound us for too long. 

Focusing on this fact, is simply one way to see, understand, and address a huge problem. We are human beings, and citizens of the Earth, and we do have some real power of choice and action to change. It's never too late. But, we must begin.


*I first wrote this article in 2017 (originally titled Humans VS Consumers). I am so very happy to report that when looking up "citizen not consumer" this year (2023), I found events online discussing Jon Alexander's book Citizen, with the discussion title being "citizens, not consumers!" I would love to see these kinds of discussions and movements going all the way into our government and systems; changing things for good! 

 Source for word etymologies: Etymology Online (etymonline.com)

05 August 2022

The Stompers & Those Who Step Gently

 

Chandra's feet upon the earth, 2022


C.S. Sherin
05 August 2022, updated March 2023

I had kind of an odd experience last month. I was outdoors at a music event, and was lucky enough to have a comfortable outdoor seat on a deck overlooking everything. It was a beautiful summer evening...sun, light breeze, and warmth. 

As I spent well over an hour in that spot, I began to notice something that I've never, in my life so far, gotten to witness. This alone surprises me. Without trying, I got some strange view of my fellow human beings in a way I would never have thought. 

Especially on a night when I was deeply entranced with exceptional entertainment that my life partner was participating in. There were enough worthwhile objects for my attention. And yet, what I observed got my attention, despite all of that.

It started out like this... 

The deck is fairly large and the venue is busy. There are plenty of people moving about to find their spots, greet friends, and to go back and forth for things they want to see or get. The deck is also old and worn, yet sturdy. But, it has some give. This is what gets my attention, without trying. 

A tall and heavy person walks across the deck in front of me. I am not trying to notice, but rather, their steps are like stomps that make the deck bounce like waves, which are concerning. 

It is something that those standing or sitting elsewhere wouldn't feel or see to the degree that I, or those others in the chairs around me, did. The chairs on the deck give a striking "feel" for the concerning waves that come from the stomps of the "stomper" walking by. It is a "Woah!" type feeling. Like, "Woah, step a little lighter Margaret, you are rocking this boat in a crazy way right now!" 

But, Margaret doesn't notice. Nor do those standing about talking. And, if you look at her, she doesn't look like she's stomping...not at all. She's simply walking like she always does, normal and all. 

Now, if my observations had stopped there I may have come to the erroneous conclusion that all tall and heavy people are stompers, as revealed through sitting in the nice chair on an aging deck. However, I actually didn't come to that conclusion. What I thought was, "Wow, this particular person really has heavy steps, and it is alarming to feel it!" Subconsciously, I probably did equate size and height with the stomps. But, only initially.

This particular person stomped (walked normally) across the deck back and forth probably three times through the night. Each time, I wished she would take it easy, though she was doing nothing out of the ordinary, really. As the night unfolded, things got really interesting. 

I will spare you the play by play descriptions, and will get to the very interesting thing that I learned about people that night. Stompers, people who walk very heavily upon the earth/ground/deck or whatever they are walking upon, cannot be categorized by size, weight, gender, age, or appearance of strength! 

And, what I observed is, you cannot spot a stomper by looking at them. I saw small people who were such heavy stompers that you would think they were three times their size. There was a tiny middle-aged person who was a big-time stomper. Just as big as the biggest of them. Same with the gentle walkers. Those with gentle steps included the tallest and heaviest as well as all the other sizes, shapes, genders, abilities, etc. Nor did the stomping at all equate to the type of shoes people were wearing!

This is fascinating! If I were to estimate what the percentage of people there, who were/are stompers, I would have to say that they weren't the majority, and definitely less than a third of the people who walked by, and back and forth. 

I loved witnessing the fact that this dynamic exists, hidden most of the time, and that it isn't defined by stereotypical qualities. Some people really stomp their way along. They step heavy and hard as they walk. And they defy categorization by appearance or qualities!

What causes this? I have no idea. I don't know if it is a mental mindset, personality, physical attribute, suppressed anger, selective gravity effects (ha ha), or what! The majority of people step gently, or at least, aren't full-on stomping (at least in the tiny cross-section of people I saw that night).

Of course, I think of the attitude of conserving energy, of the choice to walk gently upon the earth when I think about this. And I think of the stompers...who are using so much extra energy to step; much more than they need to. Like an ongoing tantrum of a toddler stomping, they have made it a way of making their way through life. But, you would never know it. 

Of course, those are all my preconceived concepts around stomping versus stepping lightly, but I really have no idea what is fueling and defining the difference. It could be something completely un-nuanced and innocent. I really don't know. But, since I look at life symbolically or metaphorically a lot, I go there with it.

I do know though, that I am not a stomper. Not that stompers are bad. Not at all. I simply know how I step. That is interesting too. I am pretty mindful of how I do things and how my presence and actions exist. Being in dance at a young age, being in theatre, and learning the Alexander Technique, and feeling close to Nature, all have helped me in self-awareness and mindfulness. And, I'm sure I do stomp a bit when I'm mad or frustrated. 

But that is the thing. I'm pretty much drawn to judging the stompers as immature or somehow discontent. I see the bias in me already formed.

Regardless, I do know there is a need to be aware of how we step through life and how our steps ripple out and affect others. What I am saying is metaphorical. What I witnessed was literal, and remains unexplained, without category or judgment. It's food for thought and being...

What is fueling our steps emotionally, mentally, and kinetically? It is an interesting point of view to have witnessed. I will keep it in my mental library of interesting things I have observed but never thought of or expected. I really have no final judgment on the stompers. My mind is also open, despite observed bias. Who knows what their situation really is. But, it is a real and literal quality, whatever it really is.

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An update, an afterthought: One thing I completely overlooked in my assessment of this experience... One of our cats, Solomon, is a slim, tall, light-as-a-feather-stepping kind of fellow. He walks lithely and lightly, with no sound at all. Except....except for the rare times when he STOMPS! Dear Solomon, over the years, keeps watch of the yard around our house day and night. And, there used to be a lovely little white cat...we called her Mrs. White, and she would wander the block in front of her house day and night when she wasn't indoors. She especially liked to visit our front and back yard. When Solomon would spot her, his excitement was palpable! And when she would move out of view of one window, he would quickly jump down and stomp throughout the house to get to the next window. My daughter was the one who noticed, with great amusement, that his usual light-footed way turned into stomps! And sure enough, I began paying attention, and for sure, you could hear his little furry feet pounding down loudly with enthusiasm, at tracking Mrs. White in his territory! Amazing. All force of passion, and nothing to do with weight, size, or usual habit. 

Maybe everyone that stomped that day was simply that excited?